waking up

The plans and purposes of God are always being revealed to us as we walk in the way of jesus. The beauty of it all is that He longs to PARTNER with us in His will. So often people wish that the Lord would just tell them what to do.. but do you want to belong to a father who tells you that you HAVE to do something? Or a Father who longs for the dreams of His heart to be intertwined with our desires?

I’ve only tapped into this revelation.. MORE LORD!

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I’ve been home all day today. Doing absolutely nothing. I’ve also been awake since 7am. For about two weeks now, I’ve been waking up around 7am. No matter what time I sleep, I wake up and the time is.. 7am. Funny thing is that I know the Lord longs to draw me into His presence in the morning. There’s something so tender and sweet about the dawn. But lazy me, decides to watch tv shows i can’t watch the previous night.

This says a lot about the way I live, huh? What I worship, what I really love. In the morning when I know my Father is longing to BE with me, i bring up excuses..i.e: I don’t want to be “religious.” I honestly hate “quiet times.” I want to punch whoever coined this term in the face. The idea to set a time to spend with the Lord isn’t stupid, just what people have made it to be. Some sort of quota that needs to be met, making it a necessity rather than choice.. OR that it’s not worth it, cause I’m going to quit in the middle of it.. 1. the bible can be boring, 2. i’ll fall asleep

I think i’ve gone through all different types of spirit of oppression by the morning! hahaa

BUT THIS ISN’T WHO I AM OR WAS MADE TO BE.

I think about all the promises God and I have talked about. I never want to be held back. The destiny set before me, the things God is asking me to do with Him is too precious to be compromised. So i take a stand now..in this season, that no longer will i let my flesh hold my heart back from fully giving it to the Lord. I’m bound for failure, but He keeps telling me that it’s ohkay because His grace is sufficient.

In that secret place fuels global awakening. That’s my higher pleasure. More than t.v. and more than succumbing to my laziness. Loving Him is my higher pleasure.

gotta wake up..

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